Family

Sometimes I wonder how other people got so lucky to have a great family. How did I get dealt the crappy hand? I'm not saying that all of my family is horrible, I actually like a lot of them. I'm the youngest of 3 girls, the oldest being my half sister. Ever since she moved back to town, my middle sister and I have been treated like there's only one daughter in the family...and it isn't us. It's kind of sad and pathetic. I wish I had a relationship with both of my parents where they would call me up to see what I was doing or want me to go do something with them...but that isn't the case because the oldest sister is back in town. Oh sure, there's the excuse that the last 10 years have to be made up to her...but she chose to move away and get in trouble with the law...not us younger two. Then my mother is always putting everyone else down and making them out to be horrible people. Yes, I admit that you do have to watch what you say about some people but that's just some quirks that people have. I just don't get why people are always so negative. Life is too short for all of that! I guess I'll just have to put those feelings aside and focus on the future and how I can make my family better than what I have now.