School

Some things never change I suppose, no matter how long you've been going to school. I have went through all years of the public education system and 4 years at a Big XII school and now I'm going through graduate school and I can honestly say that I still suck at focusing on something! I even came to IHOP to get away from distractions so that I could focus on my paper that's due in 3 1/2 hours just find my mind wandering to whatever the servers are griping about. Oh the days of working in the food industry when the littlest thing could tick you off...


I really wish I could focus though...but I catch myself wondering about the future. I can't wait until I can move out on my own and I can get all of my things out again (I haven't had my stuff out of boxes in over 2 years now). I can't wait to hang up curtains and pictures and shelves. I just love it all! Well, there's my rambling for today...I guess I must get back to my homework now...

Breakthrough

I'm going to start doing what I used to love doing...drawing and playing my clarinet. Those have always been so relaxing to me. I remember when I used to play the clarinet and people would come up talking to me and I would completely not hear them because when I play, I get taken to another world. I'm so peaceful and happy...even if I screw up on the piece that I'm playing. Drawing can be frustrating but also sooo relaxing. I've been told that I'm pretty good at it and if I can find some of my old stuff I'll post it later. I always see the flaws in something that I do, but deep down I admit to myself that maybe I am pretty good at it.

Many things are starting to fall into place in my life and I can't wait for things to start rolling so that I can just move on.

The Beginning

So, this is my first post and I'm not quite sure what to start with. I guess I can start with the basics for those who might stumble across my little page and not know who I am.

My name it Lisa and I hail from Enid, Oklahoma. I was born and raised here and just can't quite get myself away. I went to Chisholm Public Schools my entire life until I finally graduated in 2004. After which I moved to Stillwater, OK to attend Oklahoma State University. I was a member of their marching band and found what I love to do...Accounting (crazy, yes I know). During my four years at OSU I dated the man of my dreams and he finally proposed on January 26, 2008 after dating for almost 4 years. After graduating I moved back to Enid because he had his own business there, so what else was I suppose to do?? Well, needless to say, he and I split up for about 8 months a couple of months after I moved back. I dated someone else but my heart knew that it belonged to someone else. So, Andrew and I got back together and I thought it would all be great. Everything would fall right back into place, the way that it use to be. Boy was I wrong! So, we have been back together for a little over a year and we have decided to go our separate ways.

So I decided to start this blog to document the changes that are about to change in my life as I embark on a life (that for the last 6 years has revolved around Andrew). I finally get to go chase my dreams and follow wherever the wind may take me. I am nervous and also excited all at the same time. Who knows if he and I will ever get back together. All I know is that for now I am doing what I want to do for a change and I will live my life for me and no one else.