Changes

So things are going pretty roughly. Whoever said that growing up was easy was full of a bunch of crap! There are so many decisions and consequences that you have to think about before you can do anything! It's just so hard for me to believe that things are done with Andrew and I. But I need to accept it and move on. He thinks that later he might regret his decision but I don't know if I'll be waiting around for him. I had an interview today with Hertz and I think it went very well. I really hope that they offer me the position. I really liked the company and I really want to move to OKC. That's my plan...to move to OKC. I think that I would really like it after a while. At first it would be really weird and crazy because it would be something completely different that I wouldn't be used to. To end this...here's a song that I absolutely love!

Consider Me Gone

 By Reba McEntire

Every time I turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather I can feel you all but shuttin' down.
And when I need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now.

What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here...

If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If I'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone

With you I've always been wide open like a window or an ocean. there is nothing I've ever tried to hide.
So when you leave me not knowin' where you're goin' I start thinkin' that we're lookin' we're lookin' at goodbye.

How about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me...

If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If I'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone.

Consider me a memory.
Consider me the past.
Consider me a smile in an old photograph someone who used to make you laugh.

If I'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If I'm not that arrow to the heart of you
Then i guess we're done let's not drag this on.
Consider me gone.
Consider me gone.
Consider me gone.
Just consider me gone.