Sometimes I wish that my life were different. Sometimes I wish I wouldn't have been in a serious relationship...mainly while I was in college. I feel like I missed out on so much and I poured my heart and soul into something for nothing. It then gets better by me moving back to my hometown (which I never wanted to return to anyway) and then my boyfriend leaves me...freaking fantastic. He then has the balls to say that I didn't do anything for him! I gave up my freaking dreams for him!!!! But no, I didn't do jack crap. Gah!
I really wish that I were better off financially...that I could move out on my own...that would be great. Oh sure, it's great now at my parent's house...only when they're not here. But then there's still the problem that it's they're house. I can't rearrange furniture the way I like. I can't decorate the way I want to. Hell, I can't even use my own dishes! It's just frustrating sometimes...but I guess I just have to suck it up and deal with it like a grown person.
I finally put some pictures on my new laptop...so I guess I'll share a few...
Laura and I at her graduation!!
Carrie, seriously the best friend a girl could have...
My niece and nephews...they each have a piece of my heart...
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